Engineering

Sometimes i think i made the wrong decision.
i never really want tick this course. hell i hate math!
back then when i was in high school i swore never
to pick a course where math is a major subject.
well everything turned Turned upside down from me
when i picked Engineering.
Well I may have regret ever choosing this course but
still. i felt this is the right course for me. i really need to see
the bright side in this. if you graduate i can instantly get a job.
my grandfather can hire me to assist him in running his business.
and the pay is woow!:) more than you could ever imagine.(metaphorically speaking)
anyway the bad side in this is i have to work thrice as hard! get
my freaking grades up! and stop my addiction to computer games!..
and the worst part.. our qualifying examinations is by the end of the school year!
Holy Shit!
i really need to step up my game. my dad said if i passed that exam, he's gonna
give me a car!(a cheap one)
well if you can compute the probability of me passing that exam,
i would say a thousand to one.
I don't believe that. i gotta beat that odd and earned that car!
and that job in the near future.
sophomore year! here i come!