Gloomy Saturday

Zing!

I'm not feeling so zing right now..
This has been one of my depressing days..
Another pointless day..
8am wake up..
8:30am eat breakfast..
9:00am call someone ..(not one answered)
10:00am that's it I'm gonna head to a computer shop!
12:00pm go home.. eat some lunch..
(dang maids! gone out again.. left the house with no one..)
12:10-12-30pm bought and ate some lunch..
1:00pm she asked me if we can go out..
1:03 i replied.. sorry i can't I'm going somewhere(Your a f*king liar zing!)
1:10-3:00 sleep
3:00-5:00 play some war craft..
right now I'm bored as shit!..
i' doing nothing..
nothing exiting happens..
this is the opposite of ZING!

I love You?

Zing!


"I Love You"
this word?? of course everyone knows what this means..
but does anyone knows how to say it?..

(I'm wrapped around my warm blanket as i write this
oh so "I don't know blog?"
it's cold as shit!.. and thunderous as my feelings..)

this is a pretty strong word to me..
the word means more than shit.. it's a commitment..
i'm not talking about the old fasion i love you ma i love you dad and
something related to your friends and family..
it's the Big "I Love You Word" you tell to the one you are
In Love With..
People I Know takes advantage of that word..
I Love You! Pwede nang maging tayo?
then after a couple of months... they're gone..

I don't like saying I Love You if i Don't really
Love That person.. Show me first that you a really committed..
i know girls are the one's doing this but it's just the same..

I Love You is a big word!.. When I say it.. i mean it!..
No fooling around.. You can be my first.. But Can
you be my Last??
We'll see.. You may say you love me..
But Do I love you??
Those are the questions..

Like it or Not..
That's the truth!..

ZING!

My Pursuit To Hapiness

Zing!


Is this permanent..
this endless depression happening in my life..
i miss my Sister.. My mother and father...
this weekend i'm gonna take a visit home...
life here is so depressing..
full of sadness..
full of grief..
Slowly but shortly..
i'm becoming my grandfather..
an old man.. walking on a runt.
everyday.. same routine..
wake up, Jog, Go Home, Sleep, wake Up Work, Go home, sleep..
and that's about it..
don't wanna be like that..
just this sunday.. we attended my cousins birthday..
the song on my grandad's freaking car..
those old fasion filipino oldies again..
"walanjo anu to?"
i want to go out!
spend some time outside..
don't wanna wait here and die!..
what the fu*k am i doing?

somewhere.. deep inside.. my conscious
is telling me..

"WAKE UP DUMB ASS!"


Stay Zing!XD

Failing a test

Zing!


SH*T!
had one of those days again..
one of those freaking days!!

yeah!..
i was HELL DAY! all of my subjects!..
from that day.. all that 4 class in a day..
have exams!.. tough ones..
studying each of them in a single night is hard...
Psychology, P.E., Technical Writing, Philosophy, Algebra,(the algebra was for INC)
well.. i was pretty much worried about that algebra.. so i
concentrated my review on that algebra..
as i ignored the rest..

It was exam day.. first psychology..
easy as pie.. just used simple logic..
then P.E. exam canceled.. could things get any better??
then algebra..
FU*K.. my reviews weren't included in this exam! FAIL!..
then technical Writing.. MAN! i did review.
then philosophy.. exam canceled..PHEW!..

then came the results on technical writing..
what a shitty result..
i watched everyone get a smile on there face as they all passed the
exam.. Except me..
shit!.. i think i am the only person who failed that exam!..
dam!

Lesson learned..
No matter how much easy the subject could be..
NEVER UNDERESTIMATE IT!!





ZING!

The Hot Chocolate

ZING!

Ahhh..
nothing beats a very hot and refreshing
HOT CHOCOLATE to start the day.....
well.. i do the exact opposite.
i drink hot chocolate..
every night.. been doing it for 4 years..
it never get's old.. i love night hot chocolate..
it helps me calm and relax..
Oh that Hot Chocolate..
what would i do without you..
you've been there for me through all my ups and downs.
ok.. time to drink my special hot chocolate..


ZING!

She Said Yes!

ZING!

OH MY MY MY!!..

I've never done something like this in my life..
really! never..
Yes!..
I've never thought she would agree..
hahah!XD..
just hope i won't have any nervous breakdown..

ZING!

You Don't Know Me

Zing!

You ever had the feeling.
that people look down on you..

My College classmates..
my closest ones..
those are the ones.. who do that to me..
they may not notice it.. but the impression that
they think of me as an idiot??
that's not funny.. I HATE IT!
you never take me seriously..
you look at me as if i'm a bumbling idiot!..
You Don't know me!
Those Times that i acted like that..
i was just fooling around!..
You people never Understand Me!!

The Only persons that will ever understand me..
are the ones who are willing to listen to me.
take me seriously..
but you! your not one of them..
you may not hate me.
but you treat me like an idiot!..
I Just Have Two Words For You..



FUCK YOU!XD



ZING!

FRITZ!

WEEE!
i mean

ZING!!

i miss that nickname!:)
hahah!XD
man.. really miss that..
brings back those good old times..
anyway.. I'm just saying!

ZING!

THE OTHER FEELING!

ZING!


Yeah! this is the feeling..
the opposite of my other feeling..
this is the true feeling!
the feeling of ZING! YEAH!!
I Love This Feeling!XD


ZING!

I ain't a pervert!

ZING!
It's been a while since i made a post..
well been busy.
preliminary week was a bummer!
but it's over now..

the exams was ok!XD

anyways!
hi again!XD
missed this blog!..
so what's up..

well something was up with me.
last friday..
warning: readers discretion is advised..
LOL!XD
so here's how it goes..

we were at the gym. doing some badminton swinging, playing
and shit..
took three hours..
loved it..
went to the comfy room.. changed clothes..
i was about to go..
until.. my classmates.. called me at the bleachers..
they told me don't go yet.. they were refreshing from the busted fan that won't move..
so anyway.
they were talking about..
SEX!..
they told each other who's artist have they fantasized about..
or classmates.. they even talked about their gf's of
when or how they gonna.. you know.. DO IT..
of course i don't have any gf's so i
was pretty silent then.. until
they asked me..
"sinong pinagnanasahan mo? umamin ka!
oh cmon ! i can't tell them that..
"dali na! lalake naman tayong lahat dito eh"
shit!.. ahmm.. i said.
"Jeniffer Aniston"
well they buyed it..
really.. but i do really think jeniffer aniston is hot!..
hahah! kidding.. but still..

anyway. my other classmate said that onced he kissed his girlfriend..
then touched her boobs!.. whow!.. how did he do that..
usually when a guy does that to a girl..
a big fat slap! leaves you a mark on your face..
but no this guy is an expert..
and yet. he's a complete pervert..
let's just call him walter..
hahah!XD

and again they asked me..
"nakahawak ka na ba ng de2x ng babae?"
i said
"anu"??
walter said..
"dali sagutin mo"
i was thinking.. stupid back then..
i don't know what got in to me..
because i said this!!
"Oo Yung Nanay ko nung baby pa ako"
WTF! what kind of answer is that!..
well they all rolled and laughed. literally!..

that talk really felt akward..
anyway i ain't a pervert..
just expressing..

hahah!..
i missed you blog!

ZING!!!

She Doesn't

Zing!

I'm gonna say this straight..
"SHE NEVER LISTENS!"
That's It..
Nothing else..


ZING!

The Feeling..

Ziing!
you know the dam drill..


just now..
I've been having this feeling
for a while.. it feels weird..
I've never had a feeling like this before..
well OK I've had this feeling before..
but it's happening again, MAN!
OK if your guessing. this is not love!..
cause if it is.. this will make this entire blog
so freaking Corney..
LOL!
anyway.. i hate this feeling.. its happening
all over again..
well time to hit those sad songs from my Ipod
again..
this happens every time..
I wish i could just be Ian And Anthony..
from the youtube webshow "SMOSH"
always dam happy..

you know the dam ending..

ZING!

Lucky..

A Zingy Night!:)


I was seating at the end of the class.. waiting for dismission..
Finally it came.. i can finally go home.. whew
well my friends suggested that we should eat first..

so we went to shc and decided to eat there..
a friend of mine.. i kinda feel bad for this guy..

he's been nagging that he hates this day..
i asked why..
well he told me..
this morning he woke up late, his parents didn't
wake him up.. his parents didn't even prepared him some breakfast,
nor allowance.. he cam to school bringing only
a small cheese cake for lunch..
he kept saying he hates his parents for now..
poor dude..

i gave him a saucer burger..
i kinda feel bad for him.. he barely ate this day.
he's been joking to us that he wants to stay
to anyone of our houses..
all he wants is food..
hahahah!..
anyway.. i really feel bad for myself
my mom and dad keeps on calling me everyday.
checking me if i'm ok..
and this guy.. his parents hardly checks him at all..
we should consider ourselves lucky..
there just some people out there, who's parents abandoned
or don't love them..
so LOVE your parents..

i know this guy deserves more love from
his parents..
anyway his a good guy.. he never rebels..
Good Luck man..

ZING!

Don't Push It!

SHA-ZING!


"Never Judge me.. You Don't Know me That well...
I may look as what you seem, but it doesn't work that way..
you may call me rich..
but never call me very fortunate..
Everyone Has Problems..
As far as you can believe..
I can say to myself i am not fortunate..
Never Judge me,
I am not A spoiled brat that takes
what he wants.. i earn what i want..
i buy what i need...
You may want to change me..
but that will never happen..

it's who i am, i;m happy
to be that way..
you can't change that..
before you judge me
look into yourself first..
I know your not who they think you are..
what I'm trying to say..
NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER!

ZING!

Oh C'mon!

I'm Zing!


It was Computer Time at 7:30am..
having recitation on our computer subject..
a seatmate of mine's computer..
"J" uses the game "CHESS TITANS"
as a wallpaper.. While Doing His C++ rediscovery..
well our teacher noticed the CHESS TITANS on my seatmate..
Thinking he was playing and not listening..
J argued to the teacher.. that he wasn't playing..
but my teacher never believed him.. she suggested
J not to come back in our next meeting..

poor J..

while i was listening(barely)
a seatmate of mine asked me a question
about our Assignment in Probability..
I entertained his question..
while suddenly..
the teacher yelled at us..
HEY! Both Of You Why Are You Not listening!
"What are you talking about.."
bat probability ang inaaral nyo??
eh computer tayo ahh..
"kayo ha! wag na kayo pumasok dito "
next meeting!

WHAT THE F***.. i only entertained his
question for a split second!..
C'mon!.. be reasonable..
don't overact!..
Fine get mad at us.. but don't throw us of the class!..
I NEVER DID ANYTHING THAT BAD!..
Shit!...
For the first time i got in trouble for
trying to help someone on their assignment..
I feel like Chris.. from everybody hates Chris..
geez...

I ain't missing next meetings class.
It's gonna take more than a "nagaartihang" teacher
to force me not to attend class..
I'm Still Going..
She Can't Force me..
F*** Her!(sorry but she really made me mad)

ZING!

Oh C'mon!

My Missing Cousin..

HEy!!


I was eating at the dinner table along
with my granpa and my uncle..
until a call came from my aunt..
saying my 8yr old cousin was nowhere
to be found in
Sacred Heart College..

at first my uncle was calm and not worried..
but after a couple of failed attempts to fin my
little cousin he began to worry
and curse..
well i wasn't worried...
you know.. they never let 3rd graders
out of the school..
I know.. ive tried..
its avery strict school..
anyway my grandpa was
getting grumpy again.. i was just
in the corner eating bananas..
and he said..
"oH ikaw PUMUNTA KA DUN AT TUMULONG
SA PAGHAHANAP!" he said in a grumpy way..

i said..
"hndi po ako pwede pmasok"

my uncle was so worried that
he wants to go to the school himself
and find my cousin..
until a phone call..
my cousin was already found..
she was at the library..,

anyway.. my granpa told the maids to tell my uncle
to stop because my cousin was already found..
well my uncle stopped the car..

but my grumpy grandpa yelled at me..
well he yelled at me a little.."IKAW SABIHIN MO NHANAP NA!"
IKAW PAANO ANO KA PA DYAN!"
(cmon! he already knows it.. that's why he stopped..
please calm down..no need for harsh comments.) deep inside i was saying that..
that made my day..
sarcasm!..


ZING!

Oh My my my.. not again..

SHAZING!
hahahah!:)


this afternoon, i never expected my cousin's gonna throw
a birthday party at his restaurant..(Fancy)
he's turning 21 and he calls it his "DEBUT"so gay(Kidding!)
so anyway it started at 7pm..
before that i went to my classmates home for a group
study we organized..
man they helped me a lot..
i learned a lot of things..
i felt like i'm going to pass the exam..(just a feeling)

after the study.. we watched a movie..
"my bloody valentines day"
while watching i commented during the entire movie..
"bat sa mga slasher movie ntakbo lagi babae sa gubat..
nadadapa tas npapatay din naman ng killer.. tanga naman nila"

of course.. my classmates where my annoyed..
i was commenting on the entire movie..
hahahha!XD

anyway after that i went to my cousins birthday party..
yeah all of my relatives are there..
mother side relatives..
as usual my dad didn't show up(made up an excuse not to come again)
and my baby cousins where there..

my mom told me that my older sister in new zealand
was suffering fro frostbite..
it was reported severe(OH MY!)
but my mom told me she's ok now.. thank God..
anyway..
my mom tells it to my grandad..
what bothered me is while
she's telling it to my grandad about my sister..

it's like he didn't even care..
OUCH!
as in OUCH!
C'mon.. she's your grand daughter..
show some concern...

deep inside it hurt me..
my sister was suffering from frosbite
and he said..
"maya maya na lang.. may kausap pa ako"

MAN.. i felt like i wanted to leave..
but it's my cousins birthday..

but if my baby cousins got sick..
"todo ang concern"

even when the time my other sister..
got hit by a truck..
she was severely injured.. (but she's ok now..)
was confined to doctors hospital..

my grandpa.. NEVER even visited..
Tsk..

sometimes i begin to think..
he doesn't love us all equally..

ZING!

My Mom

HEY!!
Zing is in the house!XD

wuhuu!...
:)

so anyway..
i just woke up this morning..
as i usually do..
open my lap top.. and open my Facebook.
as you know..
it's a sunday..
suppose to go this 8am..
then decided just to go this afternoon..

i was browsing youtube for some videos..
then.
my Mom called..
she's asking me if i already ate..
if i'm doing okay, or if i have enough vitamins
here..

My mom checks me everyday.. to see
how i'm doing..
she calls me everynight.. that's
why i don't go wandering off..
if there some gig happening..
i ask permission from my mom first..
and every day during a sunday..

She's a very concerned for me..
my mom got more concerned now that i' in college..
it doubled..

anyway.. everytime she called..
i feel lucky..
cause some of my classmates..
who goes home late, cuts class, or even have
addiction issues.. there parents, kinda doesn't care..
very unfortunate..

i'm a lucky guy.. that my mom loves me very much..
and i should give the same love she has given me.. for over 18 years..:)
i know she's very hot headed..
but whatever she has.. i still love her..:)

what i'm trying to say is..
we should love our mom, cherish there
undying care,..
I Love You Mom.:)

i know it's not mothers day anymore..
i'm just saying..


:):)
ZING!:))

Ok.. I Kinda MIss Her..

Ok...
zing zing zing..
I Kinda Miss her..

Yeah after 2 days of trying to ignore her..
i feel shit..
you see.. when she got upset..
you know because i told her about her "past"
then she got upset, then "nagpatama pa sa gm"
(i need to open this)..
IT RUINED MY NIGHT...
yeah!..
but really i don't hate her..
i could never feel anything like that to her..
just upset..:(


hey i told her i'm sorry..
i didn't mean too..

i tried ignoring her..
but as much as i tried...
it's really hard..

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND!..:,(

Really..
I LOVE HER as a friend!....

maybe right now.. she ain't upset anymore..
but me.. i'm still a bit upset..
i guess i'm what they call..
"nagbibiterbiteran"

A*** I am sorry for being a complete
Dick and Shithead..
I miss You..
and i don't want anymore conflicts..
you see.. your my bestfriend..
and you make me SMILE.:)

?
ZING!



10 - Taylor Swift - Taylor Swift - Mary's Song (oh My My My)

A DeadLine

Whaaaaaatt!
ZIng!XD

zing zing zing
zing zing zing....

Ok..
I can do this..
i have too..
this is what artist do..
i have to..
i couldn't..
no!
i must..

i have to do this it's
due tomorrow..

so i did a favor on a classmate of mine..
she has a boyfriend and their monthsary is
july 4..
a have to finish it tonight..

the only hard thing is..
I HAVE NO PANTOGRAPH!
i need it so that the drawing is good!XD

man!.. this is a big challenge for me
my other drawing without pantographs..
complete FAIL...

Man!..
i can do it!!
i have to!XD

Better start working..
ZING!